Wednesday, December 5, 2012

not quite sure

Wow, I was reading a couple of my earlier posts and let me just say there was a lot more truth in them than I realized at the time. The funny thing about it is that as much as it hurts now Im glad it has happened the way it did. It really showed me a few peoples true colors and they will never be able to shade them again.
BUT, on the other hand, I am still unable to rely on myself or rely on others. I did think i was doing well for awhile but i must have closed my eyes  and tgripped myself because i seem to be right back where i started from. 1 day at a time.
But I must give a shout out to The Ranting Monkey, cause sometimes he seems to be able to put into words what i didn't even know i was feeling or to just give me one heck of a laugh.
LOVE THAT MONKEY

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