For over 15 years I have been a victim, maybe not by my standards but by those of society. Its hard for me to admit that a few terrible things that happened to me when i was a child, left me a victim for all these years but it happened. just now recently i decided that i am no longer going to be a victim but a survivor instead, I have been on this journey for over a year and I would like to think I have came along way. I am going to be a better person for it in more than one way.
They say to forgive the people that have hurt you because you are doing it for you self, but in my mind I can never forgive him but I can forgive myself for not forgiving him and that is OK because God will forgive me as well. In my opinion there are just some things that can never be forgiven. That does not mean I am a bad person, just a realist who does not hide my head in sand, just like saying that everything happens for a reason, I call BULLSHIT on that one as well.
i will not apologize for my ramblings.
Forgiveness is a gift to be given to those that are worthy and some people are just not worthy. Don't let anyone tell you differently.
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